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Taewoon - Blind

I go blind shit. 
I go blind.
I can’t see well ahead
Help me
Till the remaining time passes by
Grab a handful of grass instead of looking at the light

I can’t see properly what I do
My life as a play wouldn’t even make me a supporting actor,
I’d be a freshman with no script
Not being able to escape like a bank with no balance
I may sound like a crybaby but I think I’m way too stretched out
I want my family to boast about me, that’s all
That might apply to everyone but I walked on the same spot
Throughout all four seasons, repeating the routine endlessly
My attitude was always living with confidence
At the end it was a poison made by myself
The poison is casting over me, in front of the dark road
My family and mother is my only walking stick
Find me the mu’ fuckin’ my damn eyes, 
My lost life and lost dream at the same time
I have to release myself from this bandage of despair
I can’t hesitate in front of of the word ‘future’ anymore Whut’

I go blind shit. 
I go blind.
I can’t see well ahead
Help me
Till the remaining time passes by
Grab a handful of grass instead of looking at the light

Someone please hold my two wrists now
My two eyes not making heads or tails
The few challenges gifting me with small strides
The words ‘No More’ stuck in my head probably because I don’t want to show it no more
I can’t work out like this anymore
This is an eye mask used for healing purposes
Rationalize
Whichever expression doesn’t work, differently anymore
I am not a living clump of kimchi
I’ll trust the scary because crazy self to me without care
Even if the world I live in is a night without sunrise
Always swallowing the darkness with my heart not mind
Sick leave Shit,
I’ll go up like a pinwheel even if I can’t see
Though I still am really I go blind shit, I go blind.
Myself is the only one that helps me now, I’ll go up even if I can’t see

I go blind shit. 
I go blind.
I can’t see well ahead
Help me
Till the remaining time passes by
Grab a handful of grass instead of looking at the light

translations @ speed-boys

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